[HOOK]
How can I lay it off this weight how can lay it off
I came way too far away now there is no goin' back
Small ripples makin' the big waves how can change my past
The butterfly effect takin over how can I make it stop
[VERSE 1]
Tell you what? I'm loosin' it I'm loosing shit I'm phasin' out
Hear me out I'm phrasin' it I need a shot I'm freakin' out
Tell you what? I'm loosin' it I'm loosing shit I'm phasin' out
Hear me out I'm phrasin' it I need a shot I'm freakin' out
While I'm sane I gotta play I roll my dice the luck is out
I don't drink but pass the bottle I got pain that cryin' out
Switch the side and flip the switch I need some air I need some change
Sick of being nice to all kill the noise and turn the page
What I been through only I know someone died in front of me
I was only 14 years watchin' TV in my home
Soon I heard he hung himself I just ran out to his house
Held his hand and checking pulses I didn't feel a single pulse
One more guy is feeding water checkin' if he breathing still
While his hand was in my hand he took few breaths and then he stopped
[BRIDGE]
My mother was poisoned when she was pregnant
Then she... then she had a stillbirth
[HOOK]
How can I lay it off this weight how can lay it off
I came way too far away now there is no goin' back
Small ripples makin' the big waves how can change my past
The butterfly effect takin' over how can I make it stop
How can I lay it off this weight how can lay it off
I came way too far away now there is no goin' back
Small ripples makin' the big waves how can change my past
The butterfly effect takin' over how can I make it stop
[VERSE 2]
Feel me what I'm speakin' out aye I been shootin' in my foot
Test me if I worthy anything you might see I'm on the route
I been waitin' for the escape put my patience on the loot
Sometimes you think you know the people but it's later you realise you don't
Tend to fall for those who don't care obsessed with just what you want
When you know that person hates you why you front him there's no point
Deep down we are very the similar the 0.1 difference makes it count
The new woman barely came in buildin' the grudge to hunt
She put a poison in the food and fed my mother late
Though my mother she was pregnant more than 7 months straight
Doctor said the mother is fine but baby in danger to fight
They have pulled the baby out it could not survive the death